I am 26 years old. For a very long time I have been a a low energy level and usually in some noticeable state of suffering. Like being suck in a rut that I cant get out of. My life has most always been experienced as burden. I don't have much will but I try to overcome, so thus i try and then fall back into my slump. I've tried many, many, many, many things but haven't been able to transcend the low yet. So what i want to know is why has it been so hard and what can I practically do to overcome this? Whats my problem? Why does my healing seem so slow and unmoving? How can I speed up the process? -- Brent

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Dear One,

Thou art a beloved of the most High, and for this reason you have had to undergo a purification proess that has been more severe than many, in conjunction with the desire of your own soul to pass forward in this lifetime into a place of ascension and greater clarity.

There has been great loneliness and great suffering for you, it is true, but there has also been the purification of many longstanding tendencies that ruled your emotional life that your soul chose to free itself from so that the victory for the forces of light within your consciousness and upon the Earth could be.

Do not doubt your connection to the Divine One, for you are deeply connected even though you perceive yourself to be leading a personal life. This personal life that you lead has not yet opened up into what it will become. Therefore, trust that you are deeply connected to God and that you have a purpose in life that will reveal itself when the time is right. Also, trust the strength of soul which is an inherent quality of yours which has allowed you to endure through such a long period of hardship.

Much joy awaits you, and will be perceived within your own consciousness as the darkened energies that are related to the past lift, and new light comes to take their place. Be patient, dearest one, and know that you have not been forgotten or ignored and that the most important virtues at this point are patience and trust.

Your meditation on light will also help to dispel the darkness, and so if you choose to do this it may speed the process a little. But basically, things must proceed according to the course that your soul has chosen.

Blessings, dearest Brent - Julie Redstone