blessings Julie

at this time I feel blocked! I meditate, I pray, but nothing is moving. it seems I am having a problem getting past childhood hurt and pain! I try to forgive others and myself but it always comes back to me in my thoughts. all of this has manifested into a very large kidney stone which is very painful and is stuck in my kidney! so stuck it won't pass on its own and requires a procedure which will "blast" it out! any thoughts on how to remove this block gently and with compassion? V.

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Dear One,

Your trials are many in relation to the kidney stone and yet it has served a useful purpose for you in bringing you into greater awareness of the need to forgive. Your own past memories are haunting you because you are afraid of who you will be without them. You are afraid that without your anger and your woundedness you will be nobody.

This anger and hurt, despite its pain, has served as a protection for you. In this time, all such faulty protections need to be let go of in order to embrace the unknown of what you can become. Such becoming cannot be known. It is in God and in your soul to foster the unfoldment. Therefore, have courage and affirm your desire to let go of your past identity and to not know what you will become. You can say this as an affirmation and also hold it in your heart as a prayer. You will not disappear. You will become what your soul and God have intended you to be. Blessings - Julie Redstone