i'm 31 years old and never had happiness or love all my life. my relationships always turns out in heartache. i have 3 children and am currently married. my husband don't show any interest in me and choose his family and his brother's wife over me. i also have to take care of myself financialy. the only time he shows interest in me is when he can gain something from me. i,m searching for job but has been unsuccesfull so far. i recently received a job offer to be an aupair for a family in london. i was so excited becuase it was a way out for me and my children. i descovered two days ago that it was a scam to get money from me. lucky for me i don't have any money. i don't know how to tell my husband that it was just a scam cause he will start treating me bad again. he was lately very nice with me cause he was going to gain from this work as the money was good. i am so affraid. i have nowhere to go with my children and i can't handle my unhappiness anymore. my burdens is too much. i have no way out. what must i do. i need a work that pays good money soon to provide for me and my children. i need help and guidens.

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Dear One,

God has created all souls to be free to choose their own life and destiny and to pursue their own way of finding happiness. You are free, beloved one, to make a choice as well.

There are social agencies that you may turn to in order to leave a very difficult or frightening situation even before you have found other employment. These agencies will help you. However, in order to take a step in this direction, you must believe in your own dignity and in your own self-worth so that you can have hope for a better future.

People often repeatedly get involved in relationships that cause them pain because they do not feel enough self-worth and are living out old dramas from the past. You may have been doing this up until now, but now is the time to make a new choice.

Most importantly, dear one, in order to find others who will treat you with dignity and respect and even a job that will treat you with respect, you need to respect yourself. This is God's desire for you and it needs to be your desire for yourself.

Do not be alone with your present situation. Speak to a friend, a counselor, or someone who is familiar with the kind of predicament you are in. There is help for you, beloved one, and your Divine and precious soul wants you to have a full and happy life. With blessings - Julie Redstone