Bless you for making yourself available to hear my needs...

I am very frustrated due to my employment situation. I am working a contract position that will end in 5 weeks and also a part-time job of 12 hours a week. Although both are giving me valuable experience, financially I am not well. I had a massive car repair come up recently that set me back considerably although I am so very grateful for the help that came through for it.I truly desire to be in a position that will financially allow me some freedom to help my family and to not struggle. Since I returned to school in 2006, this has been the case and it has been so hard although God has always made a way. However, I am tired. Full-time school has come to a close and I will be finishing these last few classes on a part-time basis- THANK YOU LORD!! I am ready to use the skills I have learned and I am so confused as to why nothing is happening for me. Does God not hear me? Have I done something wrong. I am so sad, scared and confused? -- RD

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Dear RD,

You are experiencing a time-delay in manifesting the income that you need and wish for in order to acquire more than practical skills. There is a need for you to wait in trust while your spiritual self comes into greater fullness so that you can accomplish your aims in both the practical sense and in the higher sense. Often the goals of the soul or higher-self are not known to the embodied self, and it is so in this case as well. The period of waiting for things to clarify and manifest is a part of the journey that has great importance. It occurs not because you are doing something wrong but because you have called upon your spiritual being to become more apparent and present in your life, and for this to happen certain implanted conditioned attitudes and feelings need to be let go of in favor of patience, trust, and a belief in the goodness of God's love.

Do not be upset or confused by the time-delay. Believe that what is needing to happen IS happening and also continue to pray for what you need. It is a very beautiful time when the soul begins to take control more of the physical embodiment, and although it may appear that more is lacking when financial instability and insecurity are taking place, in point of fact there is more integrating on an inner level so that the rest of your journey through life can happen in a way that is more connected with your soul purpose.

Trust this time, beloved one, and continue to ask for what you need. Blessings - Julie Redstone