I'm asking for healing to let go off my past. My husband has put me through alot. He is an alcoholic. He has walked out on me and the kids two times now and he was very abusive. I need healing, so that I can be open to my spirit guides. -- Heather

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Dear One

What you want will come to you if you allow it to. Your desire to release the past must be stronger than your willingness to hold onto anger and hurt. At present, you are feeling the burden of having lived with anger and hurt for a very long time, not only that of your husband but of your own. The willingness to let go is the place to start. For healing to take place you must be truly willing to forgive and to move forward with your life. Try to see where the resistance is within you to this forward movement. It is not uncommon for people who wish to make a break with the past to be holding onto the past at the same time through the feelings they refuse to let go of. If you can begin to do this, even to a small degree, you will create a space within yourself in which God's light can enter and can begin to do its work.

Remember, dear one, that you are a soul, and that your life is much larger than your past or present circumstances would make it appear. Blessings.

Julie Redstone