I've been reading a lot of the information on Ascension 2012, WorldBlessings, AngelsandLightworkers, etc. and am wondering if I too am experiencing some kind of "spiritual" transformation. I have been ill for a few months now and no diagnosis given as I continue to do more tests. I hunger to do more in a spiritual sense. I am more interested in building a very personal, very close relationship with God. I love what I am reading, although there's so much information, but I want to know where I am now, spiritually, and what I need to do next.

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Dear One,

Perhaps it is time to stop collecting information and to learn how to go within to answer the question you are asking.

The answer to the question of 'what to do next?' can be found within your own heart. Believe that God will guide you if you ask and if you sit in the silence of an open heart. There, you will ask the question and listen and look for a sense of 'rightness' or inspiration concerning the answer. This answer may come in words, but even without words it will come in an intuition of where to place your attention. Sometimes the 'where' is not an external location, but an internal issue in need of healing that you need to look at.

Trust that you already have an intimate relationship with the Divine, beloved, and sit with an open heart to see how it may manifest. Any regular spiritual practice that you feel comfortable with will help you in this process - a form of meditation, the Practice of Alignment, or just sitting in silence after asking to feel God with you.

What is needed is for you to learn, now, with your heart, rather than with your mind. Give it some time and trust that this is possible.

Blessings - Julie Redstone