Dear Julie - Thank you for responding so fast to my e-mail I sent. I truley feel light and love coming through the world blessings. I have been sick for 2 years now. My spirt feels very weak though and sometimes wonder if I can heal. I am stuck in my mind with regret , my mind goes over and over it keeping it alive. It caused me to have axiety and depression. The depression has gorren better but not the axiety or mindful regret. Thank you again for respoding and look forward to anything you have to offer. I pray each and everyday for a guide to my situation and felt lead to e-mail you. -- Diane

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Dearest Diane,

You are in the midst of a healing crisis, and though it does not look that way to you, you have been growing during this period of feeling so limited and depressed. The pain of regret that you have been experiencing is not something that can easily be done away with. Rather, it must be absorbed as part of the transformation that is taking place, even while you know that it is not the deepest truth about who you are. While this takes place, you can know that your life has meaning and purpose, and that even as you are going through this healing process, you can dedicate yourself more fully to serving God.

The healing crisis you have been in stems from longstanding issues of guilt and remorse that you have been carrying within your heart and body, dear one, and as these energies release, you will feel them strongly. What is important is to recognize this as a healing process, and not as something that spells the end of your emotional, mental, physical, or spiritual growth. You will come out the other side of this crisis with renewed energy and hope, and will feel that the clouds have lifted.

In the present moment, what would be helpful is for you to try to trust God's presence leading you through these months and years of difficulty, for you are, indeed being led. Let yourself understand and know that what has been embedded in your body for a very long time is now passing through your consciousness so that you can be free of it. You do not see the light at the end of the tunnel, beloved one, but see only your despair and fear about the burden you are carrying. However, the light is there. Try to trust yourself to be carried by God's healing love, and know that the Realms of Light are with you even while you think that not much is happening.

While still going through this passage, read what you can of the purification process especially as it relates to emotions, and try to stay in touch with others who are similarly going through this kind of releasing. The discussion forum on Worldblessings.net is a good place to do that.

Blessings, dear one. Remember that there is a great deal happening on invisible levels and that you will come to the other side of this passage. Knowing this, you can also live in a state of peace, even while limitation continues. Julie Redstone