Hello Julie.

I just wanted to ask you about the feeling of disconnection I am experiencing... Things are unfolding for me and I know what I am here to do... However, there is a feeling of disconnection in the air... It could just be internal anxiety as I have been living for a very very long time in what I would call a vey negative, emotionally destructive atmosphere, where I have never known from one moment to the next what is going to happen here, as the other people I have shared this house with are in total survival mode and I am unable to connect with them from a place of heart... I am leaving on Tuesday and moving in to my own spacious place. Maybe that will help reconnect me once more and calm me down. Thank you for all of your love and support... Katerina

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Dear Katerina,

In relation to the feeling of disconnection, you are going through a stage of integration on multiple levels that is affecting your energy flow and speicifically the way in which you are relating to the world. On the one hand there is the transition of leaving and moving you are going through which has its own complexity. And while it is a relief, it also brings up all the pain you have experienced in the past as you contemplate moving.

On the other hand, there is the need for rest and quiet and so the withdrawal of your energy is taking place even before you have the physical opportunity for rest and quiet. This need is not based on anxiety, but rather on the new level of light processing through your nervous system. As a result, your deeper consciousness is taking you away from outer stimulation even before your mind knows what is going on.

The two reasons - the withdrawal from a painful past, and the withdrawal based on energetic considerations are not mutually exclusive, and can best be dealt with by giving yourself plenty of time to rest in your new home and to assimilate what has taken place. Your heart seeks this rest, as does your entire physical organism.

Let yourself withdraw for a while, as you see fit, and when you come back to a greater state of interactive motivation, you will find new aspects of yourself having come to the fore.

Blessings and all light and love, Julie