My dearest Julie....I am writing at a time almost identical from a year ago...feels very dejavu...it feels like the remnants of the past are all coming up for release and final purification to allow for that "blissful abundance" I have been praying for and opening up myself to receive to come forth....am I making this up? Here I am returned to Washington State after my so-called 40 days/40 nights in the wilderness/desert, looking for work to sustain me...the old survival issue, the old let me prove I am worthy, the old will I trust and have faith that all is in perfect & divine order...each day I pray, show me the way, show me the way, show me the way and ask my mind/fearful self to please get in the back seat and let my higher self lead the way....loving and gentle as I can be towards myself, but emotions rising up none-the-less. Any wisdom you could share in this regard would bless my soul.

With gratitude and love in my heart for your service on this planet at this huge time of transition -- Deb

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Dearest Deb,

Your heart has been expanding during these forty nights and forty days, and your soul has been glad for the devotion that you have shown to God's purposes for you. Though this purpose has not yet manifested in an outer way, it is manifesting in an inner way, even now, as you remain faithful to the quest to serve God through your love for the earth, for humanity, and for God.

This expansion of your heart is no small thing. It is taking place amidst dire circumstances which involve the forces of darkness literally trying to eradicate every burgeoning point of light. The fact that the inner expansion is proceeding needs to comfort you for the moment, while you continue to wait for an external manifestation of purpose.

Dear One, your desire for liberation into joy and abundance is not misplaced. It is a vision of what your deepest heart feels is possible in life, and possible for you. Continue to pray as you have been doing to be shown the way, and you will be shown exactly where you need to be when conditions are right for manifestation to take place. However, never doubt that your sacred purpose is already in motion. For the sacredness of your own inner life is becoming more consecrated, moment by moment, even in the presence of all of your doubts. Blessings and love and appreciation for the great beauty of who you are. Julie